Carcass of dreams

Carcass of dreams

The old skins I have shed
           are all around me
call it my past
           shreds of my past
gathered in dark corners
           or under bridges
or in wide fields
           that stretch back
into my childhood
           Here where I worked
or here where I played
           where I kissed a girl
where I walked
           head held high
an amateur
           in love

The lips have gone
           the swoon in her eyes
her warm breath no longer
           on my face
The carcass of dreams
           litters the streets
Here I was superman
           I climbed the iron bridge
vaulted over time
           landed at her dancing feet
loved her
           as I have never loved
love her
           as I will never love
(how could I ?)
           again

John Lyons

 

Not blind obedience

Not blind obedience

Not blind obedience
           not adulation
or mere submission
           to your will
Nor expectation
           of perfection
but rather
           of all that is
human
           foibles included
moments of doubt
           hesitations 

A willingness to accept
           one’s failings
along with those
           of another
to coexist in a space
           that is loving
and forgiving
           never wanting
to better the other
           never judging
or condescending
           or back-biting

A love that transcends
           our inadequacies
but true to its strengths
           to its delicacy of touch
the sincerity of its kiss
           free from manufacture
one soul upon another
           in celebration

John Lyons

 

Without words

Without words

Loving you
without words
in the silence
in the near silence
in the half-light
as day breaks
as you sleep on
my breath
sychronised
with your breath
perhaps our hearts
too

Loving you
without thought
or just thinking
of you and of us
and being side
by side
in the half-light
in the near silence
wanting nothing
but to be there
for the moment
when you wake
when your eyes
open
and your lips curl
into a smile

Loving you
without words
hand in hand
arm in arm
on the streets
of London
or Budapest
or wherever
we happen
to be

John Lyons

The poetry of bruise

The poetry of bruise

The poetry of bruise
           of hurt
of disbelief
           must give way
to the poem of light
           the past hacked away
an abandoned track
           never to be revisited

Out of the darkness
           of the cold steel of night
comes the warmth
           of fresh kisses
hope delivered
           on the lips
along with the taste
           of a new life

She that was
           is cemetery
is cinders
           is the ash and dust
of discarded time
           long forgotten

John Lyons

Ancestors

fragment
Fragment, John Lyons (pencil on paper)

Ancestors

we who emerged
           from the sea
from tall forest trees
           from damp caves
are but shadows
           hands daubed
in red ochre
           on the walls
flames dance
           as the flesh roasts

we have hunted

           we have gathered
we made love
           now we have died

John Lyons

 

A Venice of the mind

canal

A Venice of the mind

A Venice of time in place
           in which you stand
leaning against a parapet
           staring into the sluggish waters
People are milling around you
           but your eyes are lost
in the distance within you
           your heart is drifting

Externally you are a pose
           a photograph
soft light in your hair
           lips curled in a gentle smile
Internally you are
           a lifetime away from me
I have lost you
           to your dreams
and to your darkness
           You have abandoned me
to the chill wind
           of your silence

John Lyons

History’s yellow pages

History’s yellow pages

I ride the bus past Dockhead
           the church where my grandparents
celebrated 50 years of marriage
           the school where my father once taught

The bus turns into Tanner Street
           then heads down
onto Tower Bridge Road
           past Ruby’s nail salon
where so often you’d go
           on a Friday evening

From the upper deck of the bus
           I turn the yellowing pages of history
Old times and old places
           and so many faces long gone
but you and I were so happy here
           : how could I ever forget ?

John Lyons

 

Sunday drizzle

Sunday drizzle

In the stillness
           I hear the drizzle
falling through
           the universe
The birdsong
           is subdued
I see leaves
           gently waving
in the light breeze
           Our star has yet
to appear through
           the grey clouds

A train is running
           in the distance
and I think
           of Emily Dickinson
and the silences
           of Amherst to which
she was so attuned
           We share
the same cosmos
           a common heritage

What is time
           in the grand scheme
of things ?

What is any of it worth
           without love ?

Rilke’s Apollo

Archaic torso of apollo
Archaic torso of Apollo

Rilke’s Apollo

Value shaped
           by the heart
and by the hand
           lends form to love
The torso that gleams
           the flicker of stone
seen in the eyes
           all the softness
of starlight
           caught in the lines
from which these
           my words
take their life
           gracefully
The artist a beast
           that preys upon
the timeless universe’s
           distance
movement
           and depth

John Lyons


Em português:

O Apolo de Rilke

Valor formado
            pelo coração
e pela mão
            dá forma ao amor
O torso que brilha
            o cintilar de pedra
visto nos olhos
            toda a suavidade
da luz das estrelas
            pego nas linhas
das quais
            minhas palavras
tiram a vida
            graciosamente
O artista uma fera
            que faz pilhagem
da distância
           do movimento
da profundidade
           do eterno universo