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f MichelAn

The name signed
           in the blood of the Baptist
he who would prepare the way
           the tongue of truth
silenced forever
           the burial of knowledge
the word extinguished
           the struggle between
light and darkness
           chiaoscuro
a life led on the edge
           turmoil consigned
to canvas
           every portrait
a self narrative
           betrayed
by a venal dancer
           violation of violence
the sad geometries
           of repression
right angles
           the steel lattice
the arc of defeat
           a price on his head
the imprisoned mind
           29 August 1608
he who lived
           by the sword
innocence of art
           Caravaggio

John Lyons

Virtue

Virtue

The mind turns to the body
         the body turns to the mind
to thoughts and to the thing
         to the rose and the thought of it
beauty felt in body and mind
         in what we call the heart
or the soul or the spirit
         and that which we most desire
put a name to that face
         put a name to that love
and so in the pronunciation
         infuse that sound with feeling
so that she is always
         on the tip of my tongue

she inseparable
         from her image
every sinew of her being
         condensed into that sound
beauty in the nature
         of her warm soft body
impossible to remove
         from my mind
and so I touch her
         with my words
envelop her
         in the syllables
of these lines
         express the love
of which enough
         is never enough

John Lyons

Childhood memory

Childhood memory

Smoke from a heap of leaves burning
as darkness fell and life smouldered on
 
That night a sharp frost and the following day
awoke to a white lawn crisp under fox foot :
 
if the king is a thing so too a man and a woman
and a child and all bodies made under the sun
 
and so our lives are lived among such things
and yet all things as we know will pass
 
fame and glory and pride and wealth and position
and what remains is what we can secure

against the cold and bitter depredations of dust
the warmth stored in our hearts and in our minds

 
though those too will pass just as the smoke
rose unseen and faded into the sky and the fire died

John Lyons

Life

Life*

Yesterday evening
         as the sun was setting
the sky seared with red light
         thirty or more ducks
flying in that characteristic
          ragtag bobbing V-formation
heading home
         to Crayford Marshes

As Charles Olson puts it
         anger came after man
there is none in nature
         Nature is pure beauty
all life from the division
         from the exuberant
multiplication of single cells

         through the sharing
of cellular resources
         two for the price of one
literally each my other half

         and from this process
the rich complexity of the rose
         of the spider’s web
or the webbed feet
         of amphibians

so that always at the heart
         of all that is beautiful
an essential simplicity
          and so too I ache
for the kiss of her lips
         for the warm press
of her breast on mine

         for her sweet compliance
as I enter the openness
         of her kindred flesh
again and again

         so softly

John Lyons


*Revised from earlier posting

The silence of the lambs

The silence of the lambs

Poetry has gone into hiding
         poetry is nowhere to be seen
or it is masquerading
         under the guise of genteel verse
fit only for polite society
          : poetry has lost its cutting edge
has lost its nerve
         is anxious to please
and not to rock the boat
         or cause waves
or generate confusion
         or overtax the readers’ minds

Perhaps poetry is on vacation
         far away from the hue and cry
and the rage of savage war
         with its incessant barrel bombs
that kill clusters of innocents
         that send whole suburbs of hell
to kingdom come
         while poetry is rambling
through the hills admiring
         the lakes and the daffodils
recollecting
         at the end of an emotional day
with a cool pint in hand
         the tranquility of it all
the delicious peace and the quiet
         and the silence of the lambs

John Lyons

Heaven

Heaven

On mornings such as today
         I’m glad to be alive
Autumn is in full swing
         and half the trees
have had their shakedown
         the litter of leaves everywhere
But from where I’m sitting
         the garden has been backlit
by a gorgeous sun illuminating
         the various shades of green
that remain attached to whatever
         pointing up the berries
that have yet to be devoured
         by the indolent flock
that manages this part
         of the world

The air is cool but not cold
         and a gentle breeze is stirring
From another window I see the sky
         a vast swathe of blue
with shreds of thin cloud
         so high that they give
the impression that somewhere
         beyond them heaven might lie

But I know better :
         heaven is in the oxygen
that I am breathing
         heaven is in the life
unfolding before my eyes
         heaven is in the give and take
of unconditional love
         heaven is in the kiss shared
and in the arms that reach out
         to my outstretched arms
heaven is here in the clinch
         of our two souls
heaven is here and now
         on a day like today

when I’m simply glad
         to be alive

John Lyons

Hand

Hand

The hand within
         the hand
once held
         now gone
long gone

Light of the day
         folded into
the night sky

Such are
         the deeds of love
done and undone
         the eyes an ageless hue
the kiss distant
         a promise unkept
the clutch of cool arms
         the siren song
and then silence
         and then nothing

John Lyons

Black crow

Black crow

A huge black crow
         hangs upside down
from the branches of a tree
         from which it is picking
a berry of some sort
         and as I pass by 
the bird drops momentarily
         into freefall
before flapping
         its wide wings
and making off
         into the distance
There are plenty of other trees
         in the vicinity where the pickings
are just as rich and I don’t feel
         in the least guilty
for having disturbed it
         during its supper

Crows sow nothing
         cultivate nothing
have nothing to do all day
         but to gorge themselves
on whatever they can find
         : they live on the prodigious
fat of the land
         Good luck to them

John Lyons

Past caring

Past caring

My past is catching up with me
         in ways I never imagined
the texts and the images
         and all the incidental props
of my youth are now museum pieces
         I find my adolescent years
themed into exhibitions
         and I walk through the galleries
inspecting fragments of years
         that have long been dead
and it’s an eerie feeling
         as though the world is saying
hurry up and produce more life
         that we can capture and catalogue
and place behind glass
         because your past days
are more important to us
         than your days to come

This week I’ve seen Egyptian relics
         rescued from cities
submerged by the sea
         and I’ve strolled through a collection
of memorabilia charting the social
         and political upheavals of the sixties
and to be perfectly frank
         I’ve grown more than a little tired
of these manicured processions
         through the past

Let the dust submerge the dust
         I want the warm sensations
of everyday life with its colour
         with its flowers and its beating hearts
not yet turned to stone
         and the eternal hope
that love will grow and that one kiss
         will lead to another

John Lyons

The professional

The professional

He has worked out the back all summer
         and it’s now late October
and he’s still here
         Over the months he has demolished
a forty metre garden wall and rebuilt it entirely
         from the foundations up
Two days ago
         when the rendered surface was dry
he painted the wall and replaced
         the water feature
a cement fountain with a large bird-bath
         on a pedestal flanked by two cement rabbits
Week after week I’ve seen new tools arrive
         a small cement mixer
an electric tile cutter
         new shovels and spades
and hammers and saws
         and at one point a pneumatic drill
He’s in his mid-seventies
         and walks and works with a slight stoop
yet I have seen him carrying breeze blocks
         and large bricks and heavy buckets
of sand and earth as though it were all a trifle
         for a man of his age
He has grown into the job
         and often I have caught him
sitting on a bench staring at his handiwork
         with a deep sense of pride

Today
         having returfed part of the lawn
he’s sanding the rest of the grass
         adding the final touches
to his commission
         He’s on the home straight
and for the first time in all this time
         he’s wearing a high visibility jacket
and a white baseball cap
         as if to to say :
Hey look at me
         and see what I have achieved
at my age
         I came through
I never faltered
         I’m a real professional

John Lyons