What might they say ?

What might they say ?

What might they say of us :
that our days were numbered

that we counted our steps
in Ramsgate Hastings Brighton Deal 

and the minutes the hours the days
when love was so precious

and time was no impediment
They’ll say that we took much pleasure

together and saw and heard and shared 
so much side by side that we seemed

necessarily inseparable
until the bitter end

What will they say ?

Black Hole
Black Hole

What will they say ?

What will they say of us :
that our days were numbered

that we counted our steps
in Oxford Cambridge Somerset Bath

and the minutes the hours the days
when love was so precious

and time was no impediment
They’ll say that we took much pleasure

together and saw and heard and did 
so much side by side that we seemed

inseparable until the bitter end

John Lyons

Vienna’s Love Cemetery

Vienna’s Love Cemetery

Here is the place
           where the stone fell
silent as the grave
           Here love died
along with the music
           and the laughter
and was laid to rest
           No longer legible
the letters carved
           in sandstone
all flaking
           all gone to dust
The once living
           body of love
gone to dust
           every sweet kiss
gone to dust
           all time to dust

John Lyons

Blood thicker than water

specs
Hieroglyphs, John Lyons (oil on canvas)

Blood thicker than water

Blood thicker than
           the waters we crossed
to get to Shoreditch
           or to St Katharine’s Dock
past Traitor’s Gate
           along Kingsland Road
to eat at Vietnam
           duck on a platter
and mango salad
           the stuff of memories
and wondering now
           what it all meant
and why it was
           so soon forgotten
a mystery written
           in our dust

John Lyons

What will they say ?

cellular
Birth of the Milky Way, John Lyons (oil on canvas)

What will they say ?

What will they say of us ?
that their days were numbered

that they counted their steps
in Paris Venice Berlin Budapest

and the minutes the hours the days
when love was so precious

and time was no impediment
They will say that much pleasure

was taken together and that so much
was seen and heard and done

side by side that they seemed
inseparable until the bitter end

John Lyons

Morning sketch

Morning sketch

Where she sat
she sits
at the window seat
watching the world
as it passes by

Time age
and all that is
immaterial
have not tempered
her beauty

But she ponders
the riddle of her life
Petals fall
from the white orchid
they litter the floor

A life lived daringly
on the shores of the ocean
or by swift flowing rivers
with much sunlight
with much moon
many stars

She sits and ponders
the mystery of love
what it means to have
and to hold
till death do

and why are love’s laws
so severe
when the flesh is weak
and a kiss is just a kiss
why must she
remember this ?

John Lyons

These stars have followed me

These stars have followed me

These stars have followed me
           all my life and last night
in the black sky they shone
           brighter than ever
Strange how they bring
           such comfort just knowing
that they are there
           and all our origins are secure

Love comes from those stars
           the binding of atoms
of bodies and souls
           and all life driven
by their energy
           which is why our hearts
are warm
           when they are loving

Nothing much has changed
           in the ancient woodland
by the railway track :
           thousands of years
marked by the rise and fall
           of the same vegetation— trees mostly
and it was here
           in a small maternity unit
set in a clearing
           that I came into the world
my origins pieced together
           from fragments of universe
and all the time
           through all these years
I’ve yearned to live a life
           of the purest simplicity
to know and live love
           in its infinite felicity

John Lyons

Words are not love

Words are not love

That is to say
           that the sky is blue
with just a few
           high clouds
and barely
           a breath of wind

As fine a day
           as you could hope for
at this time of year
           A birthday approaches
but plans have been
           cancelled

There is no appetite
           for celebration
but this mood will pass
           as all things pass
One should not allow
           the emotions to gain
the upper hand :
           the love of words
can be a betrayal
           when things are said
for effect and do not come
           from the heart

Let us remind ourselves
           that words are not love
and poetry has no responsibility
           other than to itself

John Lyons

The undone business

The undone business

As Charles said
           we learn the simplest things
last
           It’s undone business
always
           too late to complete
or no time
           for a second attempt

This time
           we say
I’ll get it right
           I’ll master the art
of living
           the trade and the trade-offs
I refer of course
           to matters of the heart

I’ve kept a checklist
           of my mistakes
of false assumptions
           or inaccurate evidence
promising myself that this time
           I’ll succeed
and not fail or fall
           for the same half-truths
or fantasies or illusions
           I’ll shoot straight
and hit my target
           my probing will go deeper
once bitten
           twice
this time I won’t shy away
           I say
my weather-eye will be fixed
           on the wind
as it winds its way across
           the wide waters

John Lyons


Revised

 

A stroll in the garden

A stroll in the garden

Where it is cool
           where the air is crisp
my breath exhaled
           in a mist that goes
before me
           Where it is as though
the first day of a new life
           a new arena
hearing things
           for the first time
seeing things as though
           for the first time
the birds with a new
           repertoire
the squirrels
           ever more defiant
as they leap
           from tree to tree

I hear the rustle of leaves
           see the branches
swaying gently
           as the weight is released
and in the pond
           the fish idle
lurking beneath the lily pads
           Every day is a good day
for them when there is food for all
           and on the surface
my shadow floats gently
           and I am a mystery

I wonder what the fish
           make of the stars
in the dark nights
           or of the moonlight
that shimmers above them
           they have their mysteries too
but how pleasant
           to be without doctrine
to be free of the fixed mind
           that is the root of all evil

In this pond
           perhaps foxes come
in the early hours to drink
           in the peace and quiet
I wonder what they make
           of the flowers
or do they notice the roses
           withered on the stems
or the disarray caused by
           the sharp autumn winds
pots overturned
           and debris strewn
across the lawn
           I know that ice
is expected any day now :
           at my time in life
I have learnt to expect
           everything and it rarely fails
The marvel is
           that anything lasts
but it does
           sometimes even love

John Lyons