Roses

I suspect the poem below, written this morning, was initially inspired by a poem I read last night by the American poet, Robert Duncan, entitled “Eluard’s Death”. Duncan’s poem ends with these lines. 

She climbs into her husband’s mouth
to sit among the thorns.
A marriage.

But probably Duncan’s poem is only half the story, and not at all expressive of the sentiment I had in mind, and there is another half that I’m not telling, intended as it is for other more private ears. Who knows !


Roses

My father kept roses
              red and white and yellow roses
some that grew
              to the size of a man’s fist
not that my father
              ever formed a fist
he was a gentle man
              who abhorred violence
and he loved roses

I say he kept roses
              he didn’t grow them
they didn’t need his help to grow
              the thick-stemmed bushes
grew effortlessly
              out of the earth
they had their own heritage
              and many lived long after he was gone
Before the war he had kept chickens
              now he kept roses
and with my mother
              a house full of children

From time to time
              and with immense care
he would uproot the bushes
              from one part of the garden
to set them down lovingly
              in another freshly made bed
enriched with top soil
              and a warm blanket of manure

On a summer’s day
              he could for hours sit in silence
perhaps smoking a pipe and admire
              their self-proclaimed beauty
the treacherous curved thorns
              as much as the intricate fold
of the petals as bees vied
              for the nectar that lay
at the heart of each flower

John Lyons

Frank Auerbach – a sketch


Frank Auerbach
Frank Auerbach – self-portrait

Frank Auerbach – a sketch

An artist sees
          and listens
and listening sees
          the unseen
and vision becomes speech
          and speech becomes
lines and strokes and swathes 
           of chalk and charcoal
delicately smudged
          with the tip of the finger
turning the darkness into light
          and listening all the time
to what is seen and
          seeing all the time
what is heard
          applying the alphabets
of sound and shape
          dividing the darkness
with fragments of light
          seizing the energies
of expression and posture
          driven by the instinctive
desire to uncover the truthness
          the emotional hardcore truth
that lies behind the mask
          of careless inattention
or superficial appraisal :
          more than in dialogue
with the subject
          the artist teases identity
out into the open
          with gentle interrogations
striving constantly to achieve
          an ultimate rendering
not an essence
          not a resumé
not a replica
          neither a duplicate
simply a completeness
          of visual presence
that stands and speaks
          for itself

John Lyons


The Frank Auerbach Exhibition at Tate Britain in Pimlico, runs until 13 March 2016. Unmissable.

 

The algebra of need

The algebra of need

Those early morning chirruped melodies
   that are heard through the darkness
on the verge of a new day
   passionate and comforting expression
of the vitality of all that is natural
   the earth going about its business
daffodils thrusting through the grass
   beauty that flares in the delicate
candid blossom on our streets
   prattling pigeons on rooftops
engaged in their courtly rituals
   a kissing two-step back and forth
or as one circles the other
   preening and prancing
head erect and proudly purposed
   with the survival of the species
: song is sex – did anyone ever doubt
   or that we are all here to dance
and to make merry
   to create from lust
love’s immortality ?

In awe we gaze at the stars
  at the vast empty wilderness of space
and yet we are bound to such local cycles
   driven by the temperamental tides
of the sun and moon —our humours
   and all our dreams and expectations
all but determined by their alignments
   Vessels of self-inflicted ambition
we struggle through the wastes
   of the world’s sorrow
too often oblivious to the simple
   subtle architectures of love
and the unruly mathematics of desire

John Lyons

Kinship

Kinship

A nearness and a distance
       a separateness of breath
a language that binds
       through boundary words
Yes we talk in tenderness
       fused by the irreverence of years
a turning towards
       confiding in the confidences exchanged
a mutual nurturing through syllables
       that meet under turning stars

Beauty in the bloom of the magnolia
       the toughness in its weather-resistant
indelicately blood-stained petals
       one of the earth’s boldest statements
winter will not survive another year
       the success of spring and summer
has been seeded and life will soon break out
       of its seclusion when the moment is right
the triumph of flower over dead leaf
       pistils anxious for action
ovules that can’t get enough

fragments of song borne on the air
       telling us too that nature is never alone
or at least never for long
       the idle chatter of birds
that puts us firmly in our place
       that signals an attitude
of devil-may-care
       the framed gesture of a meal shared
so that we too stumble
       towards charmed completeness
oak-like in the field
        Verbose pollens shaped
by the tongue and lip
       dance in the saturated air
breathless and eager
       and edged with deep affection
for which much thanks

John Lyons

A Second Draft of redemption

A Second Draft of Redemption

Ice on the streets
       dance of stars in the dark sky
in this flickering universe
       seasoned by time
My steps are hurried
       I shiver
needing to be inside
       within the warmth
to curl up
       with a good book
or a good woman
       Catalysts there are
that will open the way
       to deeper dreams
and admit us
       to circles of paradise

Age drops away
       as does infirmity
when the emotions
       are suitably aligned
Sense
       the sense of happiness
that you can reach out
       and touch with the tips
of your fingers
       happiness that you can
enfold in your arms
       press tightly to your chest
seal with a tender kiss
       a commonplace
yet all too rare

Sun rise
       and the dribble of melting
frost makes its way
       into the gutter
Here we are
              still
not for the purpose of fate
       but to be
be it ever so brief
       a flowering
an unfolding of beauty
       of the word
and in our deeds
       love kindled
in those around us
       a chord struck
a numerical congress
       to bring a sparkle
into eyes that would
       otherwise brood
to prove consolation
       to those bruised
by the inclemencies
       of their own redemption

John Lyons


 

All that fails

All that fails*

All that fails
         all that has had its dub day
in court and is done
         rust and moth and termite
the floorboards that gave way
         underfoot / on an island
in Panama’s Portobelo Bay
         1976

the threadbare linen
         or the walls with peeling paint
spider cracks in the dry dusty plaster
         even the crumbling Tudor brickwork
grown soft and porous over the years

the years themselves
         the days minutes and hours
time that fails / that fails us
         or that we fail :

and the body flecked
         with the brown stains
of hemosiderin

         the fine tracery of veins visible
through the thin pale ankle flesh
         intimations of mortality
a stiffness in the joints
         a little less conversation
the hearing the eyes
         all past their best
and yet life surges
         is wave and particle
is body and mind / heart and soul
         shot through with duality
two times two and two to tango

and there is no distinction
         between space and time
between she and he and vice-versa
          mixed motives maybe
but without explanation
         what is the quantum expression
for a thrush perched on the pergola
         singing its heart out
as the day cracks on ?
         what supple equations lie within every 
algebraic fold of the budding rose
         which in itself will not last
although its atomised molecules
          are fated to live forever ?
words      words      words
         mouthfuls of air / gasps of poetry
the tide of breath measured
          against the merciless tide of time

John Lyons


* This is a substantial revision of a poem that appeared earlier this morning. These texts are created on the spur of the moment but with a view to insertion within a larger work. As such they should be considered as the raw material of a work in progress.

Insomnia

Insomnia

And so it blows
         the wild wind that tears
through the peace of the night
         I lie awake and hear
the howl of disgruntled foxes :
         this is their playtime
when families congregate
         beneath the stars
when solidarities are reaffirmed
         with perhaps a shared meal

Sleepless I drift into
          sullen memories
of places I would rather not be
         and with people whom
I would prefer never to see again
         Blades of grass dance
as the wind gusts
         and foxes cower
beneath the box hedge
          and my mind wrestles
to turn back the moontide
         to shift away
from mercurial manners
         and deafen my soul
to the gutturals of disgust
         and a past past pleasantries
and a pride that fumbled
         at the door of humility

Acquiescence so close
         to self-surrender
and to what purpose
         for what good ?
Orchids so often
         lead solitary lives
unless accompanied
         by kindred dispositions
And so I have tired of listless lusts
         and slick-eyed beauty
that would for a pittance
         betray the innocence
of the unblemished rose

Life is to be continued
         but a drastic change of direction
is in order just as soon as the wind drops
         and these dreary dreams abate

John Lyons


 

Love lies

Love lies

Love lies at the heart of gentleness
the pull of passion in evidence all around
roses that rise up from the earth
fed and teased by the power of light
And the blood that courses through her veins
See how she dances in her red silk dress
see how she steps into her day with vigour
intent on extracting every ounce of life
from her life : she has no time
for the dark furrows of despair but lives
for the flesh that melts into a tender mesh
a thought a word a deed and it is done

Let the day settle into the day
let the night sky fill with wise stars :
crafted with the precision of hand and ear
let my words move through the temperate air
let them find complete comfort in the gentleness
of your heart and in the love of your understanding

John Lyons


 

Moonferrets

Moonferrets

Meticulous midnight
         slivers of rain
running down the pane
         the sky awash
with a foam of stars

No love can stifle another
         no love can encroach
on the dreams of another
         through the transom
the tail of a comet
         hurtling through
unvanquished space

And he recalls
         the repercussive love
that flouted time
         that was a benediction
of the body
         a soul-resounding love
bound by the braided ropes
         of deep murmurless affection

Words laid out
         on an Irish linen cloth
lily petals defying
         the cool night air
the red loom of her hair
         the eyes darting
back and forth

         a knife a fork a cup a spoon
and all the credentials
         of beauty
fresh and fragile
         open and giving
defying the death
         we all carry within
our scheduled doom

No doomsday love
         no relapse into dust
but borne on the intimate pulse
         of restless tongues and lips and limbs
the teeth tearing up
         the useless facsimiles of time
beauty in the arms of the beholder
         kindred spheres luxuriating
within the space they have created
         the bed upon which they lie

John Lyons


 

Light

Light

In your eyes
       the speeding light
that captures
       colour and shape
and texture
       that interprets
the world around you
       in an instant
that selects and classifies
       that chooses to focus
or to ignore
       that can move the heart
to rapture or to dismay

In your eyes
       the fraternal light
of the stars
       the fierce pulse of light
that fires the world
       in every molecule
in every fibre
       the same soft sumptuous light
that configures the love-soaked rose
       that lies lightly upon your lips
that lightens your hair
       and fills the rounded contours
of your candescent flesh

Beauty is the norm
       ugliness the exception
and all the light that you absorb
       and all the light that you displace
will count towards your tally
       every lovesick sigh
and every gesture of affection
       will be weighed
for or against you

Remember this
       that you are light
and that unto light you shall return
       you are for an instant
its voice
       your actions
the articulation of its truth
       and your beauty
merely its final flourish

John Lyons